i'm back! ... i hope =)

really miss blogging

but been busy with too many things

too many changes in my life

anw there are so many things to look forward to this weekend!

rushing thru my last few assignments =(

but after friday i would be free! (almost)

bounded by some school event for both days during e weekends

gonna be real packed but i dun care!

i still need some good time for myself

FAYE WONG concert this sat!!!

and after that i am going straight for halloween partieeeeeeeeeeeeee

hmm shld i just dress up n go for the concert? =P

gonna meet the colo peeps on sunday too

miss

haha just mindless rambling

too bored in lecture >.<

do u have a fren like this?

do u have a fren like this?

u were best frens for a period of time
someone whom u share ur darkest secrets with
those stuff which u have shared with noone else
been thru the rough path together
chat everyday.....

and then when the dark period is over
u realized u dun have many common frens
dun do much things together
it sometimes feels awkward with each other but u still pretend to be comfortable
because u were supposed to be good frens..
u try to keep in touch because u would nv wanna lose this fren..

this friend is special and always has a place in ur heart..
u do not contact each other as often now
do not chat as often
but this fren is always more than a normal fren/colleague/school mate whom you see/chat more often
even if u dun see each other for years..

who says its always 有福同享,有难同当 for good friends?
some friends can only 有难同当
some friends can only 有福同享
but when u shared the sorrows together
the friendship is even more lasting, much more, than ppl who can only 有福同享 =)
more memorable too..

i dunno whats the point of this post
but, i have a fren like this =)
and i miss this fren hehe
although we are not as close now
i am happy for the many memories we shared
and i am sure if another dark period hit
we would still be as close!
i wish we could be close again but i dun wish for another dark period for myself/the friend!
so let things be the way it is now
and i continue to be happiness-overdose =)

hohoho such a boliao post
but i am very free now because school has not started
means work has not started for me!
(actually have few outstanding reviews argh!! shall do it tonight~)
one last week of unemployment
looking forward to my new life!
wich me luck alright? hehe

do u have a fren like this?

do u have a fren like this?

u were best frens for a period of time
someone whom u share ur darkest secrets with
those stuff which u have shared with noone else
been thru the rough path together
chat everyday.....

and then when the dark period is over
u realized u dun have many common frens
dun do much things together
it sometimes feels awkward with each other but u still pretend to be comfortable
because u were supposed to be good frens..
u try to keep in touch because u would nv wanna lose this fren..

this friend is special and always has a place in ur heart..
u do not contact each other as often now
do not chat as often
but this fren is always more than a normal fren/colleague/school mate whom you see/chat more often
even if u dun see each other for years..

who says its always 有福同享,有难同当 for good friends?
some friends can only 有难同当
some friends can only 有福同享
but when u shared the sorrows together
the friendship is even more lasting, much more, than ppl who can only 有福同享 =)
more memorable too..

i dunno whats the point of this post
but, i have a fren like this =)
and i miss this fren hehe
although we are not as close now
i am happy for the many memories we shared
and i am sure if another dark period hit
we would still be as close!
i wish we could be close again but i dun wish for another dark period for myself/the friend!
so let things be the way it is now
and i continue to be happiness-overdose =)

hohoho such a boliao post
but i am very free now because school has not started
means work has not started for me!
(actually have feel outstanding reviews argh!! shall do it tonight~)
one last week of unemployment
looking forward to my new life!
wich me luck alright? hehe

nothing is good

i typed out a super long post and it disappeared

really nothing is good

i am tired to type again

and i cant remember exactly what i typed already

such a boring blog!

i hate my blog now
i think i am not the only one
ppl been telling me that my blog is so boring
and so not me now
thank you for still coming back
cos if i were a reader i wouldnt come to read this boring blog at all
its kind of sad i feel my blog is not my blog anymore
and i haven really got the time to blog
so many happenings recently
in fact i am blogging with my blur vision now
cos i am in the eye clinic waiting for check up
and the nurse put the dilation liquid into my eyes
some liquid which is used to check for retina detachment
ever since the accident
i have been seeing white flashes of light
just hope its nothing too serious haha

anyway this post is all just complains
finally i have some personal time
(yeah, while i am waiting at the clinic)
been working for the past two weekends
and the next three for business trips
total 5 weekends i wun be able to have dates haha

i guess i am kind of stressed
shouted at a few ppl yesterday
but i am glad to know that ppl care
thank you all so much for that
thank you for the sms-es to ask if i was ok
thank you for telling me that i can vent my frustration on you cos you understand
the post it note really cheered me up and brightened up my day
although i only saw it at the end of the day haha

anywy i still like my job la
not that i mind going overseas for business trips
its LAS VEGAS we are talking abt here u know!
i will take lotsa pics and hopefully have time to post them up when i come back =)
oh ya and i still have halloween pictures to update!
wait till i have time!
hopefully will be soon soon soon!

enough of rambling haha =P
sorry for any typo cos i cant see anything i typed at all
if there wasnt any
den my typing skill is zai la haha =PpPpP
till then!

*muscle aching from playing darts

tears make me stronger

i cried alot last night

no dun worry, nothing bad happened

i guess its my way of relieving stress

work stress + homesick + bro going aboard to study

plus me being all alone in the rented room myself

i just let my tears flow for hours

eyes swollen like cream puff

took out some old drama to watch

(not really THAT old, just that i have finished watching them)

and tears flow even more vigorously haha

and when xp walked pass my window i jus hid at the corner

he knew i cried

he laughed at me and let me be alone for a few hours

later at night he came to look for me again

its still nice knowing that no matter what there is someone always there for you

even sometimes when i just wanna be alone

it feels different to know that there is someone waiting for you

and he will be there when you dun wanna be alone

actually i dunno what i am typing seriously

i guess my only point is

i cried alot

and i guess it made me feel better today

except for the fact that my eyes still hurt from the crying haha

crying doesnt necessarily make a person weak

i think tears make me stronger cos whats after the tears is a new page is flipped

haiya just rambling..

i feel stupid -_-

i spent so much effort trying to adapt to wordpress from blogspot

typing a really long post (after a loooooong time since i last blogged)

and trying to insert ALOT of pictures as i used to do with blogspot

and then BOO!

all my post was gone and i dun even know why!

shld i cry? =(

and what makes me feel really stupid is that

previously when i kept trying to log in to blog

it kept showing me the 'under maintenance' page

only today then i realized...

i remembered the wrong address!!!

so happy i was, logged in to blog

and this happened!!!

been really really tired

have already clocked 9 days working non stop

and its almost 2am now! =(

i really need to slp

there goes my many many pictures

and many many words typed =(

i miss blogging..

random ramblings.. again..

人之初，性本善？
还是性本恶？
小时候以为坏人只会在电视上出现
慢慢长大后才发现
真正的大好人并不多
有时甚至怀疑他们的存在
我相信每个人的心中都有邪念
包括我自己
不习惯
一点点的歪脑筋可以让我愧疚不已

too idealistic
but nothing is perfect in this world
i used to think that everyone is there to care for each other unconditionally
of cos that was when i was really young
secondary school or jc
makes me sound so old haha
but i realized everyone is selfish
yes i am selfish too
other than parents i cant think of any other unconditional love
you always expect something
even when you are in a relationship
you at least expect love in return
in fact you might just expect more the longer you are together
thats why xp is the best
he keeps giving more and more
i hope he doesnt get tired haha

bah dunno what i am talking abt
it went totally out of point
i am too used to having you everyday in my life
altho it wasnt for a very long period
(anything is not long compared to a lifetime..)
i just got used to it already

i dun think i shld continue writing anymore
no point
i am not staying focused at all
i dunno what i wanna say
i dunno how i am supposed to feel
shoo shooo
rawrrrrrr

random ramblings.. again..

人之初，性本善？
还是性本恶？
小时候以为坏人只会在电视上出现
慢慢长大后才发现
真正的大好人并不多
有时甚至怀疑他们的存在
我相信每个人的心中都有邪念
包括我自己
不习惯
一点点的歪脑筋可以让我愧疚不已

too idealistic
but nothing is perfect in this world
i used to think that everyone is there to care for each other unconditionally
of cos that was when i was really young
secondary school or jc
makes me sound so old haha
but i realized everyone is selfish
yes i am selfish too
other than parents i cant think of any other unconditional love
you always expect something
even when you are in a relationship
you at least expect love in return
in fact you might just expect more the longer you are together
thats why xp is the best
he keeps giving more and more
i hope he doesnt get tired haha

bah dunno what i am talking abt
it went totally out of point
i am too used to having you everyday in my life
altho it wasnt for a very long period
(anything is not long compared to a lifetime..)
i just got used to it already

i dun think i shld continue writing anymore
no point
i am not staying focused at all
i dunno what i wanna say
i dunno how i am supposed to feel
shoo shooo
rawrrrrrr

random ramblings

yeah time to get emo!
since i haven been emo for such a long time haha
booooooooo
stupid me
why did i get myself into that situation again
maybe worse than that in 2005
i am sure i can live out of it
jus like how i did in 2005-6
i can!!
it just takes time..
the situation is maybe worse
but i am a better me because i have xp now!
i can i can! =)

wandering around alone the whole day
it makes me see things from a different perspective
while i was strolling really slowly on my own
looking at the busy life of ppl
fast-paced foot steps
i was actually feeling very peaceful watching strangers passing by
observing ppl along the way
saw really cute kids on the bus
and then met up with some irritating friend
to keep other more irritating stuff out of mind
and he really did his job well
making me lose my way and walked rounds and rounds and still lost
bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

but i still lost my appetite
didnt eat the whole day until at night
when my stomach finally protested and gave me gastric pain
boooooooo
had only half a packet of awfully done instant noodles at 9pm
(really, never seen such ______ noodles before!)
(but i appreciate it, really la haha, unique taste)
and half a can of cambelle's vege soup at 12am
perhaps its not that bad after all
maybe i can lose weight like that! haha
haiya but of cos i dun wish to lose weight like that
no food = no meaning in yirong's life
k thats so exaggerated
just wanna stay healthy and happy
i still got my single ex to achieve ok! haha
jiayou jiayou!

PS sorry frens if i get abit whiny these days.. just le me whine la ok? hee..

random ramblings

yeah time to get emo!
since i haven been emo for such a long time haha
booooooooo
stupid me
why did i get myself into that situation again
maybe worse than that in 2005
i am sure i can live out of it
jus like how i did in 2005-6
i can!!
it just takes time..
the situation is maybe worse
but i am a better me because i have xp now!
i can i can! =)

wandering around alone the whole day
it makes me see things from a different perspective
while i was strolling really slowly on my own
looking at the busy life of ppl
fast-paced foot steps
i was actually feeling very peaceful watching strangers passing by
observing ppl along the way
saw really cute kids on the bus
and then met up with some irritating friend
to keep other more irritating stuff out of mind
and he really did his job well
making me lose my way and walked rounds and rounds and still lost
bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

but i still lost my appetite
didnt eat the whole day until at night
when my stomach finally protested and gave me gastric pain
boooooooo
had only half a packet of awfully done instant noodles at 9pm
(really, never seen such ______ noodles before!)
(but i appreciate it, really la haha, unique taste)
and half a can of cambelle's vege soup at 12am
perhaps its not that bad after all
maybe i can lose weight like that! haha
haiya but of cos i dun wish to lose weight like that
no food = no meaning in yirong's life
k thats so exaggerated
just wanna stay healthy and happy
i still got my single ex to achieve ok! haha
jiayou jiayou!

PS sorry frens if i get abit whiny these days.. just le me whine la ok? hee..

why am i losing every single dress that xp bought for me =(
is it a hint that he should get me new ones? haha!
maybe i lost not only the ones he bought
since i am so careless and absent minded
i should have lost more than what i remembered
just that i only remember those haha
i seriously need to shop for clothes
the last time i shopped was like
august last year when i went taiwan?
didnt even shop for new year clothes
too lazy
i shall stop being lazy
i shld stop wearing denim skirts/jeans/slippers to work everyday
xp dong and everyone was like saying i dress too sloppily for work
i shall find time to shop boooooooooo
boring..

why am i losing every single dress that xp bought for me =(
is it a hint that he should get me new ones? haha!
maybe i lost not only the ones he bought
since i am so careless and absent minded
i should have lost more than what i remembered
just that i only remember those haha
i seriously need to shop for clothes
the last time i shopped was like
august last year when i went taiwan?
didnt even shop for new year clothes
too lazy
i shall stop being lazy
i shld stop wearing denim skirts/jeans/slippers to work everyday
xp dong and everyone was like saying i dress too sloppily for work
i shall find time to shop boooooooooo
boring..

last day of my first week at work yay~
got my first vday gift from yixiang haha
quite sweet of him la
to put in the effort to get gifts for the girls
i dun wanna praise him one
but must show some appreciation mah
hahaha jus kidding
thanks yixiang~ =PpPpp
looking forward to the super packed weekend
parents coming to visit me on sat
sun also got some work going on
busy busy!
but my life cant be more enjoyable than now =)

actually i feel like i hadn't been living for the past few yrs
yes i had been enjoying
enjoying my food my entertainment my cheer my love
but the main purpose was not fulfilled
majority of the time i should have been in classes
because i was a student
but instead i spent my life slpg my hours away
or watching drama/animations
or going out hanging out with frens
or cheering/doing gymnastics
blah blah blah..

i am getting abit nowhere
i dunno if you get what i mean
i mean in life there shld always be a balance
50% fun 50% serious
something like that
but i was putting in my 99.99% for fun
and almost 0% for serious stuff
i was enjoying no doubt
but somehow it was just not complete now that i thot of it

but but
now i have so much to learn at work
almost everyth is so new to me
and its not exactly easy
cr always says that i can nv do business
what i am doing now is exactly what he nv expect me to do
and that idiot daniel says i am dumb!
its not exactly wise for an idiot to call another dumb ok!
hmph!

ok blogged abit too much at work today
i am trying to relax more on a friday haha
back to work!
i am like studying all over again!

last day of my first week at work yay~
got my first vday gift from yixiang haha
quite sweet of him la
to put in the effort to get gifts for the girls
i dun wanna praise him one
but must show some appreciation mah
hahaha jus kidding
thanks yixiang~ =PpPpp
looking forward to the super packed weekend
parents coming to visit me on sat
sun also got some work going on
busy busy!
but my life cant be more enjoyable than now =)

actually i feel like i hadn't been living for the past few yrs
yes i had been enjoying
enjoying my food my entertainment my cheer my love
but the main purpose was not fulfilled
majority of the time i should have been in classes
because i was a student
but instead i spent my life slpg my hours away
or watching drama/animations
or going out hanging out with frens
or cheering/doing gymnastics
blah blah blah..

i am getting abit nowhere
i dunno if you get what i mean
i mean in life there shld always be a balance
50% fun 50% serious
something like that
but i was putting in my 99.99% for fun
and almost 0% for serious stuff
i was enjoying no doubt
but somehow it was just not complete now that i thot of it

but but
now i have so much to learn at work
almost everyth is so new to me
and its not exactly easy
cr always says that i can nv do business
what i am doing now is exactly what he nv expect me to do
and that idiot daniel says i am dumb!
its not exactly wise for an idiot to call another dumb ok!
hmph!

ok blogged abit too much at work today
i am trying to relax more on a friday haha
back to work!
i am like studying all over again!

was running late for interview and my heel strap had to snap
just when i was about to reach the bus stop
as i was really very late
i didnt have time to go back room to change
and so i pulled out the strap on the other shoe as well
making it a slip-on =P
jus remembered
neville went with me to get this pair of heels before training back then
how long ago

other than the small hiccup with the shoes
it was an exciting day yesterday
i think i am so used to having you
the world seems totally new to me without you by my side
i felt totally like a tourist in a new land
walking through the places we have walked together before with a totally different feeling
everything looks strange and everything looks new
and i have had many interesting encounters
below is just rambling about how i spent my day
so if you dun have time dun bother to continue reading =P

1) on the way to hougang for interview, i had to ask the bus driver captain for directions as i was not very familiar with the place. and then the bus driver captain started talking to me about his life, complaining to me that he is not happy even though he has money and owns his own properties etc etc. and that went on for the whole 20 minutes journey. (you told me that we cant call them 'drivers' because they are 'captains')

2) after the interview, i was taking bus from hougang to eunos mrt. again because i was not familiar with the place, i asked the bus captain to remind me where to alight. he was being really nice, suggested that i alight at kembangan instead of eunos so that i dun have to walk too far. (from the bus captain: eunos mrt is quite a distance away from the bus stop, whereas kembangan mrt is just right next to the bus stop) he not only suggested, he still went on to tell me why i should alight at kembangan and trying to persuade me to alight at this further (abit further only haha) mrt station because its alot nearer to the bus stop. very nice and considerate uncle, so nice to know that there are still alot of nice ppl around =) since i was not in a hurry, i alighted at kembangan =)

3) after that i went to lavender to get bus tickets home on xmas eve. and then since i had nothing much to do for the rest of the day, i decided to go bugis for a walk. took a bus there and it was crowded. after a few stops there was an empty seat behind me but the usual lazy me decided not to the take the seat this time since bugis is really very near. and then there was this really nice auntie who sat behind me thought that i didnt see the seat, she tapped on my shoulder and signaled that there was a seat available. i thanked her and told her i was alighting soon. few seconds later, her daughter (i assumed so, since they came together) told me to sit down again, probably didnt see that her mother just did it before her as she was at the front. it was a really warm feeling knowing that there are so many nice ppl around. hee..

4) walked around bugis and spent my money wisely! =P i spent a total of $58 on 2 dresses, 1 top and 1 pair of shorts. cheap right! now i begin to understand why other girls like to shop so much. retail theraphy somehow works. it clears the blues i had been having for the past few days. but i am still too lazy to shop as often as other girls haha. then met this guy from model agency. rejected him and said i wasnt interested.

5) got tired of shopping and i decided to go to the library. first time going to the bugis library without you. i didnt know the way cos i usually just followed you. walking around trying to find my way inside bugis junction, i realized the place that we came so often actually looked so unfamiliar to me. maybe without you everything is just different. it was just different, but surprisingly not a bad feeling at all. i was able to discover new things along the way and learned to look at them from a different perspective. =)

6) on the way of finding out the way to the library, i met this kid who was screaming and crying and trying to struggle to run away from a girl. initially i thot it was jus some spoilt kid throwing tantrums. i then found out that the kid was lost and he wasnt a local. he couldnt understand chinese nor english and didnt know that the girl was trying to help. he was so scared of all the strangers so he was trying to run away to look for his parents on his own. the girl was a malaysian coming singapore for holiday with family and they were supposedly rushing to somewhere else. but they were worried that it might be dangerous for the kid to run around on his own so i offered my help to take over. but just as i offered to help, the mother finally came back for him. relieved! for us and for the mother haha!

so many things happened in just short few hours. only half a day has passed. i then spent the rest of the day reading in the library and then met up with daniel to go back school together. went down to aces training as yod asked me to go down to see his stunts. i would say the juniors have improved quite alot since the last time i saw them. jiayou more bah..

after aces training i just followed yod back for hall 10 training. met a funny malaysian girl there. she thot i was very pretty and when zihua and kaibin told me abt it, her face just turned totally red haha. so funny. i then learnt that she is the planner for the melaka trip daniel was telling me about. so sad we will miss each other by just a few days. i am leaving home on 27th and they are only going on 30th. daniel will be so sad not meeting my pretty sis hahaha =P

ok so you actually read all the way until here? *applause for your patience* dun scold me if you have regretted reading. i have warned you already.

was running late for interview and my heel strap had to snap
just when i was about to reach the bus stop
as i was really very late
i didnt have time to go back room to change
and so i pulled out the strap on the other shoe as well
making it a slip-on =P
jus remembered
neville went with me to get this pair of heels before training back then
how long ago

other than the small hiccup with the shoes
it was an exciting day yesterday
i think i am so used to having you
the world seems totally new to me without you by my side
i felt totally like a tourist in a new land
walking through the places we have walked together before with a totally different feeling
everything looks strange and everything looks new
and i have had many interesting encounters
below is just rambling about how i spent my day
so if you dun have time dun bother to continue reading =P

1) on the way to hougang for interview, i had to ask the bus driver captain for directions as i was not very familiar with the place. and then the bus driver captain started talking to me about his life, complaining to me that he is not happy even though he has money and owns his own properties etc etc. and that went on for the whole 20 minutes journey. (you told me that we cant call them 'drivers' because they are 'captains')

2) after the interview, i was taking bus from hougang to eunos mrt. again because i was not familiar with the place, i asked the bus captain to remind me where to alight. he was being really nice, suggested that i alight at kembangan instead of eunos so that i dun have to walk too far. (from the bus captain: eunos mrt is quite a distance away from the bus stop, whereas kembangan mrt is just right next to the bus stop) he not only suggested, he still went on to tell me why i should alight at kembangan and trying to persuade me to alight at this further (abit further only haha) mrt station because its alot nearer to the bus stop. very nice and considerate uncle, so nice to know that there are still alot of nice ppl around =) since i was not in a hurry, i alighted at kembangan =)

3) after that i went to lavender to get bus tickets home on xmas eve. and then since i had nothing much to do for the rest of the day, i decided to go bugis for a walk. took a bus there and it was crowded. after a few stops there was an empty seat behind me but the usual lazy me decided not to the take the seat this time since bugis is really very near. and then there was this really nice auntie who sat behind me thought that i didnt see the seat, she tapped on my shoulder and signaled that there was a seat available. i thanked her and told her i was alighting soon. few seconds later, her daughter (i assumed so, since they came together) told me to sit down again, probably didnt see that her mother just did it before her as she was at the front. it was a really warm feeling knowing that there are so many nice ppl around. hee..

4) walked around bugis and spent my money wisely! =P i spent a total of $58 on 2 dresses, 1 top and 1 pair of shorts. cheap right! now i begin to understand why other girls like to shop so much. retail theraphy somehow works. it clears the blues i had been having for the past few days. but i am still too lazy to shop as often as other girls haha. then met this guy from model agency. rejected him and said i wasnt interested.

5) got tired of shopping and i decided to go to the library. first time going to the bugis library without you. i didnt know the way cos i usually just followed you. walking around trying to find my way inside bugis junction, i realized the place that we came so often actually looked so unfamiliar to me. maybe without you everything is just different. it was just different, but surprisingly not a bad feeling at all. i was able to discover new things along the way and learned to look at them from a different perspective. =)

6) on the way of finding out the way to the library, i met this kid who was screaming and crying and trying to struggle to run away from a girl. initially i thot it was jus some spoilt kid throwing tantrums. i then found out that the kid was lost and he wasnt a local. he couldnt understand chinese nor english and didnt know that the girl was trying to help. he was so scared of all the strangers so he was trying to run away to look for his parents on his own. the girl was a malaysian coming singapore for holiday with family and they were supposedly rushing to somewhere else. but they were worried that it might be dangerous for the kid to run around on his own so i offered my help to take over. but just as i offered to help, the mother finally came back for him. relieved! for us and for the mother haha!

so many things happened in just short few hours. only half a day has passed. i then spent the rest of the day reading in the library and then met up with daniel to go back school together. went down to aces training as yod asked me to go down to see his stunts. i would say the juniors have improved quite alot since the last time i saw them. jiayou more bah..

after aces training i just followed yod back for hall 10 training. met a funny malaysian girl there. she thot i was very pretty and when zihua and kaibin told me abt it, her face just turned totally red haha. so funny. i then learnt that she is the planner for the melaka trip daniel was telling me about. so sad we will miss each other by just a few days. i am leaving home on 27th and they are only going on 30th. daniel will be so sad not meeting my pretty sis hahaha =P

ok so you actually read all the way until here? *applause for your patience* dun scold me if you have regretted reading. i have warned you already.

a hungry woman is an angry woman

whats the worst thing that can happen on an exam day?

first, you were late for your paper

it was drizzling

but you found it too much trouble to bring an umbrella

never mind

when you reached the exam hall

you just got a little wet by perspiration and rain

everyone has started writing

you settled down and started writing as well

and then

after having a lousy paper

you realized that the rain got bigger

no choice

you had to take a shuttle bus

instead of walking the shorter distance back hall

you have to wait for the bus to go one big round ard the sch

because there is no shelter along the much shorter distance

just when you were walking to the bus stop

you realized the bus had arrived

and you had to run for the bus

found a seat

you thought at least you could have a peaceful moment on bus

peaceful not at all

sun yan zi's song was being played on the bus

(sorry for her fans)

and it was jus the beginning of the song

meaning you still had to bear with it for a few minutes

you thought that could be the worst already

but the worst is yet to come

the bus got crowded at can a bus stop

and there was someone with B.O. boarding the bus

you could only pray hard that you reach your stop faster

yay and finally you reached your stop

walking your way to canteen

starving

hoping that some good food could make up for the bad day

glanced around the canteen

there was no good food to begin with

totally lost your appetite

and you made your way back hall

and then hooray

there is no shelter between your block and the canteen

in the end

your stomach is still empty

and you still got wet

end of story

a hungry woman is an angry woman

whats the worst thing that can happen on an exam day?

first, you were late for your paper

it was drizzling

but you found it too much trouble to bring an umbrella

never mind

when you reached the exam hall

you just got a little wet by perspiration and rain

everyone has started writing

you settled down and started writing as well

and then

after having a lousy paper

you realized that the rain got bigger

no choice

you had to take a shuttle bus

instead of walking the shorter distance back hall

you have to wait for the bus to go one big round ard the sch

because there is no shelter along the much shorter distance

just when you were walking to the bus stop

you realized the bus had arrived

and you had to run for the bus

found a seat

you thought at least you could have a peaceful moment on bus

peaceful not at all

sun yan zi's song was being played on the bus

(sorry for her fans)

and it was jus the beginning of the song

meaning you still had to bear with it for a few minutes

you thought that could be the worst already

but the worst is yet to come

the bus got crowded at can a bus stop

and there was someone with B.O. boarding the bus

you could only pray hard that you reach your stop faster

yay and finally you reached your stop

walking your way to canteen

starving

hoping that some good food could make up for the bad day

glanced around the canteen

there was no good food to begin with

totally lost your appetite

and you made your way back hall

and then hooray

there is no shelter between your block and the canteen

in the end

your stomach is still empty

and you still got wet

end of story

love is in the air, in our hearts

girls just love to compare
but when you feel that he doesnt love you enough
or he doesnt give enough
have you ever thought from another perspective?
are you expecting too much?
are you focusing too much on what he hasnt done?
rather than what he has done?
wouldnt it be better thinking of the happy times you had tog?

and guys
i am not saying you are right all the time
tell your girls how you feel
dont assume we girls know everything
girls are unique beings with ultimate sense of insecurities
we need assurance time and again, and then again, and again
we are just born so differently from you
if you find us troublesome
go and find a guy then =P