its quite outdated but i wanted to write on this for quite some time =P. its on xw's sms (according to nev: spoil market surprises) haha! of cos its really very sweet of him to have done all those things but i think its not very fair to 'the other bfs' if you think that what he has done is 'better' than other bfs and thus spoils the market.

every individual is different in expressing his love for his significant one, those who chose not to display it to the public doesnt mean that they did less. no offence to xw ok? =P my focus is not on the guys. girls, stop comparing your own bfs to others, its unfair to them. altho other guys keep saying that the market is spoilt by xw, but whats the market here we are talking about? its ok to get envious, tho i dont even see the need to. think of what your bfs have done for you instead of what they haven, you will be much happier! =) its tiring if you want to keep comparing because each relationship is independent.

i cant seem to be able to convey my message well! actually, the motivation to this post was xp =P. this is the first time i am saying this in public: i want the whole world to know that i have a wonderful bf! *blushed* ... but *proud!* =PpPpP. hehe. everyone just know him as the stupid crazy (plus friendly!) guy who does back tucks (plus other stupid things) everywhere (not to forget his remarkable english both written and spoken). the 'sweet' side of him is most of the time not shown to others.

[you can stop here if you do not have time =P]

i love this silly guy and i love the love you have given me. friends should know i am not the mushy sort of person and i think i do not really show pda (public display of affection). but at this moment i do not find it mushy at all. i might not have told you before, but i am so grateful and thankful that you are always so forgiving and tolerant to all my silly stupidness and mistakes, plus my inconsideration and wilfulness. i appreciate all the surprises you have given (inclusive of mega surprises and most of them silly surprises =PpPpP). but you have to understand that greediness is not a weakness, its human's nature =P. so its only human that we girls expect more haha! i really will not blame u if you dont give (even though i complain, its women's nature =P) but more will make me happy! and when i am happy it makes you happier right! (cos it makes your life easier) =D

i am getting way out of point, if i continue it will get endless. =P overwhelming happiness makes me feel unjustified for xp when only xw is getting the praises =PpPpP haha. silly. there came this ultra long post. i am not spending my time very wisely during the exam period eh?

yes yes, the overwhelming happiness makes me forget the gloomy exams too, which i have flung so badly and have taken 3 5 day mcs and counting. will i graduate on time? how come i can still be so happy after i have screwed up so many papers (almost all?) haha 2 more papers to go! after that i can forget about the results first and focus on my construction site + food feasting + taiwan trip + genting trip + maybe other trips, not to forget my trip back home! i am getting so excited as if i am already in my holiday.. =PpPpP

its quite outdated but i wanted to write on this for quite some time =P. its on xw's sms (according to nev: spoil market surprises) haha! of cos its really very sweet of him to have done all those things but i think its not very fair to 'the other bfs' if you think that what he has done is 'better' than other bfs and thus spoils the market.

every individual is different in expressing his love for his significant one, those who chose not to display it to the public doesnt mean that they did less. no offence to xw ok? =P my focus is not on the guys. girls, stop comparing your own bfs to others, its unfair to them. altho other guys keep saying that the market is spoilt by xw, but whats the market here we are talking about? its ok to get envious, tho i dont even see the need to. think of what your bfs have done for you instead of what they haven, you will be much happier! =) its tiring if you want to keep comparing because each relationship is independent.

i cant seem to be able to convey my message well! actually, the motivation to this post was xp =P. this is the first time i am saying this in public: i want the whole world to know that i have a wonderful bf! *blushed* ... but *proud!* =PpPpP. hehe. everyone just know him as the stupid crazy (plus friendly!) guy who does back tucks (plus other stupid things) everywhere (not to forget his remarkable english both written and spoken). the 'sweet' side of him is most of the time not shown to others.

[you can stop here if you do not have time =P]

i love this silly guy and i love the love you have given me. friends should know i am not the mushy sort of person and i think i do not really show pda (public display of affection). but at this moment i do not find it mushy at all. i might not have told you before, but i am so grateful and thankful that you are always so forgiving and tolerant to all my silly stupidness and mistakes, plus my inconsideration and wilfulness. i appreciate all the surprises you have given (inclusive of mega surprises and most of them silly surprises =PpPpP). but you have to understand that greediness is not a weakness, its human's nature =P. so its only human that we girls expect more haha! i really will not blame u if you dont give (even though i complain, its women's nature =P) but more will make me happy! and when i am happy it makes you happier right! (cos it makes your life easier) =D

i am getting way out of point, if i continue it will get endless. =P overwhelming happiness makes me feel unjustified for xp when only xw is getting the praises =PpPpP haha. silly. there came this ultra long post. i am not spending my time very wisely during the exam period eh?

yes yes, the overwhelming happiness makes me forget the gloomy exams too, which i have flung so badly and have taken 3 5 day mcs and counting. will i graduate on time? how come i can still be so happy after i have screwed up so many papers (almost all?) haha 2 more papers to go! after that i can forget about the results first and focus on my construction site + food feasting + taiwan trip + genting trip + maybe other trips, not to forget my trip back home! i am getting so excited as if i am already in my holiday.. =PpPpP

i dont mean to hurt you
it hurts me too
more than anything
i just hope you can read beyond my words
i dont want to lose you
its so painful i cant control
the urge to jump down
the urge to slash

maybe i should stay away from blog for a while

i dont mean to hurt you
it hurts me too
more than anything
i just hope you can read beyond my words
i dont want to lose you
its so painful i cant control
the urge to jump down
the urge to slash

maybe i should stay away from blog for a while

"i am just always so unlucky!"

"i just dun have the luck!"

"the luck just never is with me!"

how many times have you blamed it on luck? i wont say hate, but i dont like to hear ppl saying these. why blame it on sth you cant control? change ur thinking and stop indulging in self pity, isnt it better to change it to smth u can control?

i know, you might say that i am always lucky, i can never understand. but do u really think that i am that lucky all the time? do u really think that bad things never fell onto me before?

yes, i always think that i am lucky, and i think i am lucky because i think of it so! i believe that if you think you are unlucky, luck will never be on your side. its really not the luck, its your mindset, its how you view things.

i know, not many ppl managed to retrieve their lost items, unlike me who got back my laptop which i left on a cab. but dong and xp shld know i worked hard to find it back. i made police report, i called the cab centre n times to check on the status, i called them almost once every hour whenever i am free for 2-3 days (yes, even at night as long as i was awake).

almost everyone, nope, not almost, indeed everyone was asking me to give up. everyone was telling its impossible to get it back. everyone was saying i was silly to have thought that my laptop will come back.

if you were me, how many of you will continue to believe in your 'luck'? how many of you would have given up?

i continued believe that i am 'always lucky'. i didnt listen to anyone. i continued my search on my laptop over the weekends. finally, on the following monday, i received news of my laptop! i could finally see it again at clementi police station! everyone said i was lucky. i was indeed very lucky i cant deny! because i believed, thats why luck was with me. =)

my wallet was being stolen n times (stolen, not dropped, once on a very crowded bus and once in a shopping centre during public holiday, when it was very crowded also), was i unlucky that the pick pocket always picked my pocket? i think its just because i wasnt careful enough; i have lost my phone a few times, it was again because i was not careful enough. i wasnt unlucky.

i cant blame the luck when its my own fault right? i dropped and spoilt my calculator before exam, was i unlucky? but i thought i was lucky enough that i could borrow calculator from a friend who didnt need it for the whole exam.

i always get injured here and there, i can knock my knee and elbow and everywhere even when i am moving about in my own room. why am i so unlucky?!! no, i think its just cos i am always clumsy haha!

enough of all the minor 'bad' things that happened, you will not feel your true happiness and joy if you didnt experience the anxiety right? despite all, i am still a very very lucky girl, and always will be! because i believe. =)

"i am just always so unlucky!"

"i just dun have the luck!"

"the luck just never is with me!"

how many times have you blamed it on luck? i wont say hate, but i dont like to hear ppl saying these. why blame it on sth you cant control? change ur thinking and stop indulging in self pity, isnt it better to change it to smth u can control?

i know, you might say that i am always lucky, i can never understand. but do u really think that i am that lucky all the time? do u really think that bad things never fell onto me before?

yes, i always think that i am lucky, and i think i am lucky because i think of it so! i believe that if you think you are unlucky, luck will never be on your side. its really not the luck, its your mindset, its how you view things.

i know, not many ppl managed to retrieve their lost items, unlike me who got back my laptop which i left on a cab. but dong and xp shld know i worked hard to find it back. i made police report, i called the cab centre n times to check on the status, i called them almost once every hour whenever i am free for 2-3 days (yes, even at night as long as i was awake).

almost everyone, nope, not almost, indeed everyone was asking me to give up. everyone was telling its impossible to get it back. everyone was saying i was silly to have thought that my laptop will come back.

if you were me, how many of you will continue to believe in your 'luck'? how many of you would have given up?

i continued believe that i am 'always lucky'. i didnt listen to anyone. i continued my search on my laptop over the weekends. finally, on the following monday, i received news of my laptop! i could finally see it again at clementi police station! everyone said i was lucky. i was indeed very lucky i cant deny! because i believed, thats why luck was with me. =)

my wallet was being stolen n times (stolen, not dropped, once on a very crowded bus and once in a shopping centre during public holiday, when it was very crowded also), was i unlucky that the pick pocket always picked my pocket? i think its just because i wasnt careful enough; i have lost my phone a few times, it was again because i was not careful enough. i wasnt unlucky.

i cant blame the luck when its my own fault right? i dropped and spoilt my calculator before exam, was i unlucky? but i thought i was lucky enough that i could borrow calculator from a friend who didnt need it for the whole exam.

i always get injured here and there, i can knock my knee and elbow and everywhere even when i am moving about in my own room. why am i so unlucky?!! no, i think its just cos i am always clumsy haha!

enough of all the minor 'bad' things that happened, you will not feel your true happiness and joy if you didnt experience the anxiety right? despite all, i am still a very very lucky girl, and always will be! because i believe. =)

haha cant believe i just won like that
just took one picture and did nothing else
but i just won myself a year supply of daily lenses!plus $250 taka vouchers

i wanna sell the vouchers!
anyone want?
get it for your friend as bday gift or whatever
i have 25 $10 vouchers
buy them from me!!

relieve exam stress!! =PpPpP
(tho i seemed more relaxed than stressed =P)

dinner! (supper?)~

no this isnt food stock for a week
its snack for a night haha

sakae in school~

haha cant believe i just won like that
just took one picture and did nothing else
but i just won myself a year supply of daily lenses!plus $250 taka vouchers

i wanna sell the vouchers!
anyone want?
get it for your friend as bday gift or whatever
i have 25 $10 vouchers
buy them from me!!

relieve exam stress!! =PpPpP
(tho i seemed more relaxed than stressed =P)

dinner! (supper?)~

no this isnt food stock for a week
its snack for a night haha

sakae in school~

93 words

Speedtest

93 words

Speedtest

18 april 2008

surprise of the day~was having dinner with kareen at fish n co

and then suddenly he appeared
surprised me with this bouquet of white roses!
hee..
i didnt even know he was coming!
he told me his dad was fetching him to sch to study
and suddenly he appeared when we jus finished our dinner
so random haha
kareen said she felt she was brighter than lightbulb
then he said he didnt want to disturb us
so he went to have dinner and walk ard till we were done
then can go back school together hee
(in the end kareen's bf fetched us back haha!)

kareen who claimed that she was brighter than lightbulb =P

and our food~

and lastly the surprise of the day again.. =)