I remember telling you to have the courage to face the challenge and never choose the easier way out. But I realized, in one way or another, you can be more determined than me. And I realized, I learned a lot from you, too. This time, I will not choose the easier way out. It might be a total different situation, but somehow there are some ways they are similar. At least I know when I have already tried my best, even if I fail, I will not have regrets when I look back. I hope the same for you, too. Think carefully before you are going to do anything or make any decision. Do not do something that you know you will definitely regret.

It is so important to have friends, to remind each other the right things to do, to support each other and simply just be there for each other. Don't be afraid to lose me. I promise I will always be there. =)

I remember telling you to have the courage to face the challenge and never choose the easier way out. But I realized, in one way or another, you can be more determined than me. And I realized, I learned a lot from you, too. This time, I will not choose the easier way out. It might be a total different situation, but somehow there are some ways they are similar. At least I know when I have already tried my best, even if I fail, I will not have regrets when I look back. I hope the same for you, too. Think carefully before you are going to do anything or make any decision. Do not do something that you know you will definitely regret.

It is so important to have friends, to remind each other the right things to do, to support each other and simply just be there for each other. Don't be afraid to lose me. I promise I will always be there. =)

l.o.v.e.d.

hmm what do i feel after reading?

strangely i didnt cry
it was just like reading a story book
reading other ppl's story

why do ppl like to complicate simple things?
simple things i do
these ppl can come out with strings of motives for me
motives even myself nv have thot of haha
why cant the reason be
'i just want to do it'
as simple as that?
must there really be a motive behind every single action?
if you think this way then probably you are like this
complicated beings
i cant understand these ppl
they can bitch about their 'close' frens behind their back
(first time i used the word 'bitch' on my blog, but i cant find a better word to describe)
and on surface still appear loving and sweet
how scary is that
somehow i feel pity for these close frens of theirs
even though i dont really know them

my world is very simple
i cry when i am upset
laugh when i am happy
and do things i feel like doing
sometimes totally random
i dun bother to hide or to pretend
i am not very smart
and totally not street-wise
words and actions from me are totally not filtered
guess thats why i cant handle these complicated beings as frens

frens commented that i live in the world of my own
i am happy that my cozy little world has you
my loved ones =)
shielded from the complicated beings
no wonder i am so much happier now =P

i guess ppl who are ur true friends, will understand you
ppl who dun, why bother abt them?
relationships are so fragile
hold on tight to those who have always been around

i guess
as i am going thru life
i learn and grow
and became stronger too
nothing can beat me easily now
not emotions!
not exams!
lets jiayou and tmr and days after will be effective study days yay!

l.o.v.e.d.

hmm what do i feel after reading?

strangely i didnt cry
it was just like reading a story book
reading other ppl's story

why do ppl like to complicate simple things?
simple things i do
these ppl can come out with strings of motives for me
motives even myself nv have thot of haha
why cant the reason be
'i just want to do it'
as simple as that?
must there really be a motive behind every single action?
if you think this way then probably you are like this
complicated beings
i cant understand these ppl
they can bitch about their 'close' frens behind their back
(first time i used the word 'bitch' on my blog, but i cant find a better word to describe)
and on surface still appear loving and sweet
how scary is that
somehow i feel pity for these close frens of theirs
even though i dont really know them

my world is very simple
i cry when i am upset
laugh when i am happy
and do things i feel like doing
sometimes totally random
i dun bother to hide or to pretend
i am not very smart
and totally not street-wise
words and actions from me are totally not filtered
guess thats why i cant handle these complicated beings as frens

frens commented that i live in the world of my own
i am happy that my cozy little world has you
my loved ones =)
shielded from the complicated beings
no wonder i am so much happier now =P

i guess ppl who are ur true friends, will understand you
ppl who dun, why bother abt them?
relationships are so fragile
hold on tight to those who have always been around

i guess
as i am going thru life
i learn and grow
and became stronger too
nothing can beat me easily now
not emotions!
not exams!
lets jiayou and tmr and days after will be effective study days yay!

love is in the air, in our hearts

girls just love to compare
but when you feel that he doesnt love you enough
or he doesnt give enough
have you ever thought from another perspective?
are you expecting too much?
are you focusing too much on what he hasnt done?
rather than what he has done?
wouldnt it be better thinking of the happy times you had tog?

and guys
i am not saying you are right all the time
tell your girls how you feel
dont assume we girls know everything
girls are unique beings with ultimate sense of insecurities
we need assurance time and again, and then again, and again
we are just born so differently from you
if you find us troublesome
go and find a guy then =P

love is in the air, in our hearts

girls just love to compare
but when you feel that he doesnt love you enough
or he doesnt give enough
have you ever thought from another perspective?
are you expecting too much?
are you focusing too much on what he hasnt done?
rather than what he has done?
wouldnt it be better thinking of the happy times you had tog?

and guys
i am not saying you are right all the time
tell your girls how you feel
dont assume we girls know everything
girls are unique beings with ultimate sense of insecurities
we need assurance time and again, and then again, and again
we are just born so differently from you
if you find us troublesome
go and find a guy then =P

dont try to say that we are similar
its an insult to me
and i dont like the clothes she wears

starting to dread my work
why?
its supposed to be interesting but..
i never know who will be reading my blog
shouldnt mention it here
5 more weeks
that will be the end

alot of things on my mind
alot of happenings too
my thoughts are so messy
i dunno how to pen them down

she told me that u are a very smart girl
n noe how to make use of ur innocent look
to manipulate people
i realized i was all wrong
i thought you just changed
but e fact is u r like that all along
if you feel that its difficult for u
wun u feel it'll be worse for him to take?
who is the victim here?
who is not being considerate b4 making decisions?

girl you are so silly
he is not worth ur love
stop waiting for him
i know 5 years is long
but dun waste another 5 years because of him
i will always be with you k?
be strong girl
dont let him look down on you
you can be happy even without him
show him
you still have other friends (like me!)
who are all much better than him
and worth more of your attention hehe
jiayou k you can do it girl!

ps. to cr:
i think w/o tagboard my blog is more peaceful =)
i like it this way haha

dont try to say that we are similar
its an insult to me
and i dont like the clothes she wears

starting to dread my work
why?
its supposed to be interesting but..
i never know who will be reading my blog
shouldnt mention it here
5 more weeks
that will be the end

alot of things on my mind
alot of happenings too
my thoughts are so messy
i dunno how to pen them down

she told me that u are a very smart girl
n noe how to make use of ur innocent look
to manipulate people
i realized i was all wrong
i thought you just changed
but e fact is u r like that all along
if you feel that its difficult for u
wun u feel it'll be worse for him to take?
who is the victim here?
who is not being considerate b4 making decisions?

girl you are so silly
he is not worth ur love
stop waiting for him
i know 5 years is long
but dun waste another 5 years because of him
i will always be with you k?
be strong girl
dont let him look down on you
you can be happy even without him
show him
you still have other friends (like me!)
who are all much better than him
and worth more of your attention hehe
jiayou k you can do it girl!

ps. to cr:
i think w/o tagboard my blog is more peaceful =)
i like it this way haha

its quite outdated but i wanted to write on this for quite some time =P. its on xw's sms (according to nev: spoil market surprises) haha! of cos its really very sweet of him to have done all those things but i think its not very fair to 'the other bfs' if you think that what he has done is 'better' than other bfs and thus spoils the market.

every individual is different in expressing his love for his significant one, those who chose not to display it to the public doesnt mean that they did less. no offence to xw ok? =P my focus is not on the guys. girls, stop comparing your own bfs to others, its unfair to them. altho other guys keep saying that the market is spoilt by xw, but whats the market here we are talking about? its ok to get envious, tho i dont even see the need to. think of what your bfs have done for you instead of what they haven, you will be much happier! =) its tiring if you want to keep comparing because each relationship is independent.

i cant seem to be able to convey my message well! actually, the motivation to this post was xp =P. this is the first time i am saying this in public: i want the whole world to know that i have a wonderful bf! *blushed* ... but *proud!* =PpPpP. hehe. everyone just know him as the stupid crazy (plus friendly!) guy who does back tucks (plus other stupid things) everywhere (not to forget his remarkable english both written and spoken). the 'sweet' side of him is most of the time not shown to others.

[you can stop here if you do not have time =P]

i love this silly guy and i love the love you have given me. friends should know i am not the mushy sort of person and i think i do not really show pda (public display of affection). but at this moment i do not find it mushy at all. i might not have told you before, but i am so grateful and thankful that you are always so forgiving and tolerant to all my silly stupidness and mistakes, plus my inconsideration and wilfulness. i appreciate all the surprises you have given (inclusive of mega surprises and most of them silly surprises =PpPpP). but you have to understand that greediness is not a weakness, its human's nature =P. so its only human that we girls expect more haha! i really will not blame u if you dont give (even though i complain, its women's nature =P) but more will make me happy! and when i am happy it makes you happier right! (cos it makes your life easier) =D

i am getting way out of point, if i continue it will get endless. =P overwhelming happiness makes me feel unjustified for xp when only xw is getting the praises =PpPpP haha. silly. there came this ultra long post. i am not spending my time very wisely during the exam period eh?

yes yes, the overwhelming happiness makes me forget the gloomy exams too, which i have flung so badly and have taken 3 5 day mcs and counting. will i graduate on time? how come i can still be so happy after i have screwed up so many papers (almost all?) haha 2 more papers to go! after that i can forget about the results first and focus on my construction site + food feasting + taiwan trip + genting trip + maybe other trips, not to forget my trip back home! i am getting so excited as if i am already in my holiday.. =PpPpP

its quite outdated but i wanted to write on this for quite some time =P. its on xw's sms (according to nev: spoil market surprises) haha! of cos its really very sweet of him to have done all those things but i think its not very fair to 'the other bfs' if you think that what he has done is 'better' than other bfs and thus spoils the market.

every individual is different in expressing his love for his significant one, those who chose not to display it to the public doesnt mean that they did less. no offence to xw ok? =P my focus is not on the guys. girls, stop comparing your own bfs to others, its unfair to them. altho other guys keep saying that the market is spoilt by xw, but whats the market here we are talking about? its ok to get envious, tho i dont even see the need to. think of what your bfs have done for you instead of what they haven, you will be much happier! =) its tiring if you want to keep comparing because each relationship is independent.

i cant seem to be able to convey my message well! actually, the motivation to this post was xp =P. this is the first time i am saying this in public: i want the whole world to know that i have a wonderful bf! *blushed* ... but *proud!* =PpPpP. hehe. everyone just know him as the stupid crazy (plus friendly!) guy who does back tucks (plus other stupid things) everywhere (not to forget his remarkable english both written and spoken). the 'sweet' side of him is most of the time not shown to others.

[you can stop here if you do not have time =P]

i love this silly guy and i love the love you have given me. friends should know i am not the mushy sort of person and i think i do not really show pda (public display of affection). but at this moment i do not find it mushy at all. i might not have told you before, but i am so grateful and thankful that you are always so forgiving and tolerant to all my silly stupidness and mistakes, plus my inconsideration and wilfulness. i appreciate all the surprises you have given (inclusive of mega surprises and most of them silly surprises =PpPpP). but you have to understand that greediness is not a weakness, its human's nature =P. so its only human that we girls expect more haha! i really will not blame u if you dont give (even though i complain, its women's nature =P) but more will make me happy! and when i am happy it makes you happier right! (cos it makes your life easier) =D

i am getting way out of point, if i continue it will get endless. =P overwhelming happiness makes me feel unjustified for xp when only xw is getting the praises =PpPpP haha. silly. there came this ultra long post. i am not spending my time very wisely during the exam period eh?

yes yes, the overwhelming happiness makes me forget the gloomy exams too, which i have flung so badly and have taken 3 5 day mcs and counting. will i graduate on time? how come i can still be so happy after i have screwed up so many papers (almost all?) haha 2 more papers to go! after that i can forget about the results first and focus on my construction site + food feasting + taiwan trip + genting trip + maybe other trips, not to forget my trip back home! i am getting so excited as if i am already in my holiday.. =PpPpP

you know why you always fail?
because you never change
i was once sincere in helping you
wishing you well
but i think i have given up on you
relationship goes both ways
i just hope you realize that
and stop expecting so much
be contented with what you have
stop being envious or jealous of others
i dun mean to be harsh
but being soft doesnt help you too it seems
end up you never change
you fail again
and you get hurt again
and the process repeats again
i think those words not only go out to you
i must keep this in mind for myself too
never take things for granted
never never

you know why you always fail?
because you never change
i was once sincere in helping you
wishing you well
but i think i have given up on you
relationship goes both ways
i just hope you realize that
and stop expecting so much
be contented with what you have
stop being envious or jealous of others
i dun mean to be harsh
but being soft doesnt help you too it seems
end up you never change
you fail again
and you get hurt again
and the process repeats again
i think those words not only go out to you
i must keep this in mind for myself too
never take things for granted
never never