how can i pretend as if nothing happened?
can you?
so what if my guess was correct?
so what if i know its the truth?
i wish the whole of last week didnt exist
i wish the everything was just a nightmare..

i have got an interview just 6 hours away
and i am still awake now
i cant find my certs
i think i have lost them during shifting
stupid

headache for the n-th day
and still recovering from food poisoning from n+n days ago
so many things happened
i want to see my grandma healthy and nagging again..