at the crossroad
confused
hesitant
cant make up my mind
no courage to make a decision

its not that i dun wanna share with you but
i am afraid to say what i wanted to say
i am afraid it is not what i really think
i am afraid it is not what i really want to do

i really wish to share with you but
i am afraid you might not understand
i am afraid i might regret
i am afraid i afraid too much

maybe that incident really affected me alot
anything can remind me of that
i really mean anything
maybe that incident makes me recall too many unhappy past memories

i cant change the past
i cant decide which path to take at the crossroad
but its ok
i am ok

give me some time
i will find a solution
i will get over it