if anyone sees blue moon tonite
you must be thankful to me
i went for tutorials today!
it wasnt bad
at least it firmed my decision that
i will never wanna be an engineer
haha
my tutor was telling us
"structures are one of the smartest things on earth"
"in fact very few things are smarter than structures!"
i think he really fell in love with the beams and columns
i just wanted to laugh when i heard this
and i think maybe all engineers are crazy
they can see the non-living things as living things
i dont see that
maybe thats why i still cannot develop my feelings for engineering
i cant see the hearts and soul of the beams and columns
i cant understand the spirits of the steel and concrete
and had to struggle to understand them
and i still cant haha