just an unlucky day
everything went wrong together
altering my top
sewing and eating at the same time
accidentally cut a small hole
and then suddenly the whole packet of rice jus fell
onto my top
then me
then the floor
then everywhere is dirty
and my rice is gone
at that point of time i felt like screaming
... anyway its over

something wrong with me recently
keep on getting throbbing headache
as if sth suddenly hit hard on me
but nothing
the pain jus came out of nowhere
and from time to time my mind will shut off
and suddenly go blank
for just a second when noone will notice
but it hit me hard when i was doing round off
what i remembered was
i did round off
and then blank
then the next moment i was sitting on the tumble track
without knowing what actually happened
it was scary
i was traumatised
whats wrong with me
did i hit my head doing any stunt?
even if so it was a long long time ago

xp asked me to go for a check up
but i am reluctant to do so
dun see a need to?
i dunno
everyday's life seems to be fine so far
not much affected
just that my temper is getting worse
i miss the nice and stupid yirong in the past
long long time ago
was happier back then