i dunno whats the point of helping you time and again
and in the end guys are still more impt to you
than the girl frens who have been by ur side in times of trouble
is it really that u cant survive without guys?
i dun wanna use that word on you
cos i see you as a friend
but why did you do that to me when u hate to receive it the most?
a friend said you might be doing it unconsciously
true enough
unconsciously for so many times thru out the years doesnt sound any better
guess girl friends stand no place in ur heart unconsciously too
just disappointed that u haven changed abit after so long..

ok i might sound really agitated and stuff but i am alright haha
i guess its the work stress thats getting me abit abnormal =P
but i dun mind the stress at all
rather than just slacking around happy-go-lucky
i think i am finally like getting abit like everyone else
being bothered by work stress n things like that
need to push myself more
need to stress myself a lil more
i think i am too slow in picking things up
i need to learn and do as much as i can within the time frame
a year is really not long
further more its not exactly a year
its actually 8 months left and i round it up to a year
just try la, ho? hehe

ok a more exciting note
cheerobics is coming!
so excited its gonna be the best cheerobics ever
cos every time it will only get better hee
looking forward to seeing all the teams
showing their best skills
cheering the crowd to cheer for them
getting their names recognized in the cheer scene..
i will cheer for all teams
for all of them have put in effort to prepare for this big day!
lets hope everyone gives their best performance
and get rewarded for something they deserved in the end =)

its the first year i am not competing
feels strange haha
miss the adrenaline rush
miss the cheer from the crowd =P
miss stunting

stay with people you feel obliged to
or stay with people you feel comfortable with?
the answer seems pretty clear
but its not as easy as it seems
still so many other factors to consider
heck other factors la
happy can already =P